Jadal

Yes sir, I chose and choose to write. It’s not a meant to be thing, but I felt I want to write and I have to write, I would feel this heavy burden upon my shoulders, as you all know that’s not such a pleasant feeling. I chose to write for one reason; my mom… Continue reading Jadal

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You are not aware of something until you don’t have it Loss Advent of self-consciousness is inevitable After Loss Temporary Loss no sun when snowing no smile in falling In that period of uncertainty of variables and of inner isolation you think you ponder,contemplate,imagine,hallucinate,dream and think! you speak yo your soul away from the bustle… Continue reading Home

Spur of the moment

It’s the greatest decisions that we make in the last moment my friend. The rush of adrenaline goes through your body, washes your heart. Things get foggy at first, but that’s okay because it’s only darkest before the dawn.

Licking a dinosaur!

The sun was sinking behind the red, girdled Utah mountains. On top of the hill in Capitol Reef national park, perched the station; the coolest station ever. It is environment friendly, wells water are distilled and processed, solar energy batteries, minimization of light and noise pollution, high windows in the east side to let in the energetic… Continue reading Licking a dinosaur!

تضيقُ بِنا الأرضْ

تضيقُ بِنا الأرضْ تحشُرُنَا في المَمرْ الأخيرْ فَنخلَعُ أعضاءنا كَي نمُر الى أيْنَ نَذهب بَعد الحُدود الأخيرَة؟ أينَ تطير العَصافيرْ بَعْد السَماء الأخيرة؟ أين تنامْ النباتات بعد الهَواءْ الأخير؟ -محمود درويش

نسال الله.

“هل انت موجود؟” سؤال بسيط, اجابته ايماءة بالراس. لكن داذما هناك ما يشذ عن القاعدة[قاعدتي على الاقل], كيف نؤمن بكيان بدون رؤيته. رؤيتي تتسم بالسطحية- سيتهمونني, انه امر روحاني يشعر به الشخص وقت الخوف ووقت التعب. ووجود قوة اكبر منه مسؤولة عن كل ما يحدث. بالرغم من محاولاتي البائسة للبس نظارة الايمان والتطلع الى الحياة… Continue reading نسال الله.