I can’t write
I can’t write.
I’m in crisis and I’m feeling tight
I can’t write.
How can I be when I can’t write?
I look left and right, I tell my mother and cousins
Hey
I can’t write, I can’t write.
They look amazed- so what? We too can’t write,
And it’s alright.
But I insist- I can’t write, I can’t write
And I want to write
It’s the only way I can exist in this place of plight,
I must write
But I can’t write
Does that mean I am not ?
Do I stop existing when I don’t find words that rhyme
Or a form that fits
Or an image that sheds light?
I can’t write, I can’t write
I tell my friends and my partner at first sight,
It’s okay- you will soon write but not tonight.
I can’t write, I can’t write
I cry myself to keep up the fight
To try to hone my writing guns
For a time to come.